I bet you guys are like "where the hell is this going?" I met this girl online from Tumblr and I actually first found interest into her account because she mentioned, replying to an anonymous question or she just said it in a post, I'm not for sure. I've never met anyone online that was from where I am so I was so excited when I came across her blog that she's from where I'm from! We started messaging each other on Tumblr and eventually we got each other's numbers and I think it's turned into a good thing.
She has problems like I do which is crazy that you can meet someone who is so close to you as in, in my same city as well as have the exact same issues I do. I don't know if it's just me but when we started talking, like I said in my last post I was overwhelmingly comforted by the fact that all the things I'm thinking and I'm going through she's experienced the same thing and I don't know it just astonishes me. She's a sweet girl, her names Lydia and she's a couple years older than me but that doesn't really matter.
I like her a lot and the difference from the past is our friendship isn't based on our issues. We talk about it a little bit or need reassurence but we talk like normal friends without the triggering content that I brought on myself like a couple years ago.
My mom believes in me when I say that our friendship isn't going to turn into anything "bad" as she puts it. She knows and believes that i'm not in the same place as I was when I first started to talk to people online and that makes it even better that I don't have to hide from her. It really is affirming to know that someone so close to me knows what I'm going through on a such more deeper level than anyone can even understand or comprehend.
Like she told me before, No one can really fully understand our irrationalit
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