Recent poems of mine :)

Hope will rise

Once again

Like the roaring burning sun

Happiness suddenly fills your soul

A welcomed change

She thought she would never

See again

I don't want to live the way 

Normal people do

I want to make a change in the world

Something that gives my life purpose

So I can die peacefully knowing

I changed someone's life

By giving them hope

Happiness does exist

It's just hidden in the back of your soul

You have to fight to give it back

Knowing that all the fighting was worth it

I want to be thin

More than eating

When i'm hungry

Stopping when i'm full

I want to be thin

You don't understand

If it takes dying to get there

So be it

At least i'll get there

Dance with me

Hold me tight

Don't let me go

Hold me close

So my broken pieces will be put back together

With the warmth of your skin

Against mine

I had a dream

We were all innocent

Once again

The innocence of children

Asking innocent questions

The sweet warmth of your eyes

when you say "momma" 

For the first time

I'm waiting for the motivation

To catch my second wind at life

I wonder 

When I will get my second chance

At finding the happiness of life again

What does it feel like?

Is a second wind even possible for me? 

I don't even know what that feels like 

Piece by piece

I'm destroying all that's left of me

Piece by piece

Pound by pound

When will I be happy?

Always want more

Piece by piece of my soul

Broken more and more each day