This weekend i'm going to go to beaver lake with my dad and my brothers and i'm excited but really nervous at the same time because I have a lot of fears over the food situations and I know it's going to be the usual breakfast, lunch and dinner and snacks in between and acting like it doesn't faze me and acting like I do it all the time. It's really nerve racking but it is what it is but I guess I'll just have to wait to get there to know what the situation is. Were going to a family friends lake house and I haven't seen them in a long time maybe 2 years? maybe more and the oldest girl Alex is in college now and she's gorgeous and i'm worried about my appearance a lot more because I know people are going to compare me to her just because were the only girls and I feel self-conscious cause she's so pretty and I don't want to look like a slob next to her. Which I know it's an irrational fear but it's what i'm thinking right now. I am excited to go there though and just be in nature and be on the boat and have the sun beating down on me! I love the lake but I definitely like the beach more!
I will update more while i'm there if I have time I don't know if i'll have great service there but we'll see i'll try though :)
What are you doing for memorial weekend?
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