recent poems written by me :)

It's funny how

you can be in a room full of people

but yet

still feel more alone

than actually

being by yourself 

I hate the way 

I never feel good enough 

Hello, I'm here

I wish I could know you

Now i'm just wishing 

for something better

I wish to be you again

So I could finally be

Happy and free 

I'm a demon 

soaking up your soul

I know you don't want me

but I don't want you...

soaking up your insides 

until you silently disappear 

under the dark lit sky 

(this one was written when I was feeling really low a couple weeks ago)

Depression is worsening

feeling like I'm on a cliff

just waiting until someone

comes around

to make it look like an accident

existing is like living in
the shadows of darkness
living is only something
I dream of
to be happy and healthy
that's all I want to be