The one thing my dad needs to fix is his drinking... That's where the root of most of our family fights come from... Also I'm so fucking scared for this new school year to start, I get emotional even thinking about it because by the way my last 2 years of highschool turned out, it's been the loneliest place I've ever been..

I'll talk about more of these 2 topics later, I'm laying in bed and just need to get things off my chest 

• my therapist reads this blog and I don't know if he'll see this but if you do can you email my mom or me because she doesn't have any information to contact you from. Thanks•