poems

I want to be thin

to see my bones

having people wonder

in fear

 

 

 

 

You don't have to tell me

i'm skinny

because i know i'm not

you're trying to be nice

i understand

and i am thankful

but you don't understand

i don't do this for compliments

i with my entire being

believe

that i

am a fat lard that needs

to be pretty

 

 

 

 

I just want to be loved

have the affection of a human

wrapped around my finger

know for a fact

that i am worth living

 

 

 

have to cut this disgusting flesh

have to feel

have to feel numb

can't handle this numbness

this loneliness

i need the blade

to comfort

my numb soul

 

 

 

Demi lovato

Stay strong

love is louder than the pressure to be perfect

 

 

 

Demons all around us

only a few of these bats

they bite certain people who deserve it

once you're stung

you are locked in a cage

of demons

 

 

 

No one to comfort me

no one to hold me

no one to kiss my cheek

the only things that comfort me

are ED and music

i don't want to let go of ED

he's my only friend

 

 

 

Invisible

invisible but yet living

when she's physically alive

her soul is dead

the people don't care

enough to notice

her broken soul

 

 

 

Help me she cries

wrapped in a woven blanket

sad glass eyes

broken shards of skin

were cried

from her teary eyes

 

 

 

sometimes life is unfair

heartbreaking

and some days you just want to hide

but the most rewarding part

about life is

through all the hurt and pain

you finally rediscover yourself

and look back on your past life

and say i made it