Trojan night

I haven't posted a personal post in a while so i thought it was probably good to make one.

Last night i was with my friend and we went to trojan night it's where each grade in our school (Freshman, Sophomores, Juniors, Seniors) compete with eachother with like games and stuff and it was fun, not as fun as last year but it was cool to be there! This year the sophomores were Artimis i'm guessing it's some type of God, our colors were purple and black. Each grade had floats and personally i think for their first year the freshman actually did a pretty good job. We always had trouble with our floats last year it was a globe and it wasn't even a circle and this year all i saw was purple and i don't think anyone knew what it was but it had lights so i guess that part was cool.

We got last place in literally everything, i think they have it rigged to where the seniors always win because for as long as Trojan night existed 98% of the time the seniors won but they do have more experience but still. The freshman did better than us they got 3rd place in all the categories and we got 4th. The class of 2017 suck at competitions. It was still fun though and it's our High school's tradition!

I did have fun with my friend but we've recently gotten into a huge fight that ended up having the school counseler and assistant principal involved which honestly it didn't need to go that far at all but she told them the beef between us and i feel like she did it for attention and having people talking about her behind her back is her dream. Long story short were fine now but she's a trip. I know the game she plays and i'm willing to play it but i know that this friendship or niceness that she's playing won't last forever and i'm fine with that. She told me that my best friend was in town and she was hanging out with her friend and i realize that she has other friends but she promised she would go to Trojan night and even her mom was all about it and made it seem like she wanted to go with me but my friend that i went with told me she was with a certain friend and it kind of irritated me.

The thing is my friend that i went with, she's very different than i am and we don't have the same type of friends at all and she's just different in general to be honest not hating on her i'm just saying the truth. Erin and i we had the same group of friends and we were so similar and i think that's what made us click so well. A group of my friends were hanging out together and i saw them taking pictures together and i got kind of sad because my friend is not like them and i at all. She would rather hangout with her skanky boyfriends. I know if Erin was there i would feel more in place than i was last night because we would both cling to the group of friends that we were both comfortable hanging out with and i don't know i just wished she kept to her word and came. I honestly would have had more fun with Erin.

I'm not a part in her every day world anymore and that's hard to grasp. I don't know. It was fun though and i'm working on finding friendships that don't use me and actually cares about me like Erin does. If anyone has any friendship advice specifically with someone who has social anxiety and even better if you have Aspergers (autism spectrum disorder) as well let me know!

I actually didn't plan to talk about Trojan night for what seems like pages but oh well! I'm going to write another update type thing later because otherwise this would be way to long!


I was going to post pictures but it has my friend in it so i won't :) i don't take that many selfies :)