Elementary 4th and 5t h grade (as well as 6th grade)

4th grade i was at a brand new school and i had two friends that i always hung out with Ally and Lisa now picturing them as my friends disgust me. In 4th grade was when i first started experiencing depression and anxiety. I've always had a hard time making friends but moving to a new school was new territory for me, i was terrified. All of 4th and 5th grade i was very lonely but at the end of 5th grade i met this girl Alexa she was my first real friend in my town and i was happy. Now in middle school 6th grade i remember in 5th grade i was so excited to be in middle school it was glorifying the fact that i was "growing up". I had already my friend Alexa and then later in the year i was partners with Erin in language arts i loved her so much she and i really clicked. Then savannah and i met also in language arts and there was another girl in our group and i. We went over the Savannah's house to work on our project and Savannah only invited me to spend the night. Ever since then we spent every second together, she was the sister i never had. Alexa, she was very very outgoing and adventurous very different from me she had to be doing something active at all times even though we're different we were really close. Then at the end of the year i found out that Alexa was moving. I was really sad but i had Savannah and Erin and they were my sisters. That was my happiest year. Little did i know that that would be the last.