October 20th

Quote- "If we wait for the moment when everything, absolutely everything is ready, we shall never begin" IVAN TURGENEY

Demi's words- Don't sit around and wait for the timing to just be right. There's no such thing as a perfectly opportune moment. Had i waited for the perfect moment to start my career, i wouldn't be where i am today. So work and dream big. You just have to go out there and make it happen for yourself.

Goal- Stop procrastinating a goal you have.


There are a number of reasons why i'm procrastinating recovery, i'm scared. I'm scared of losing "control" and not having that security blanket wrapped around me. I'm a procrastinator in almost everything but especially when it comes to getting healthy. Recovery is scary no matter how much you try to convince people that it's the best thing ever happened to them. I feel like i need to hold on just a little longer until i'm "visibly sick" to show everyone that i do really need help. Procrastination turns into putting it off for a week, then a month and years go by until you completely lose yourself. The first step to any kind of support leads to a better outcome.