My story: 3rd grade

I thought i might as well share my story and explain how all of this started for me depression, anxiety, eating disorder, PDDNOS all that fun stuff.
I'm going to change some names and cities just for privacy purposes.


I was in Maize from preschool to third grade, my mom was the principal there so when i moved to her school in second grade i wasn't "bunny love" (not using my real name sorry) i was "the principals daughter", i was relatively shy i have always been, in 3rd grade i felt safe and at peace with who i was and the world i was living in, that was the last year i felt safe and at peace in a school setting. I had my best friend Kate i loved her so much, i've always known her but we didn't really get close until 3rd grade...that year looking back was when i remember showing symptoms of Aspergers, i had this rubber lizard that i was obsessed with i named it Roger and i remember Kate and i buried it on the playground and the next day we checked on it and it was gone, i was devastated...then girls were playing tricks on me, they would take it and run away with him, they thought it was funny but to me it was terrifying. From an early age i need control and noone could mess with my things if anyone did i would throw a fit, my parents tell me all the time that i was obsessed with the t.v. show "big bear and the big blue house" and i had all the characters from the show in like action figure form and i would line them up and if anyone touched them god help you i would scream and cry and i would put them in a line then take them down doing that over and over again. That was when i was three so i think i was born with it. I really do. Then at the end of 3rd grade my mom told me we were transferring schools so we could be closer to our house i was devestated i was leaving my best friend, i had two other friends back in my town but didn't know them that well. But i still considered them so called "friends"