September 22nd

Quote- "We are always the same age inside" GERTRUDE STEIN

Demi's words- Remember how amazing it felt to be a little kid? Running around outside and playing with your friends without a care in the world? Just because we grow up doesn't mean we have to lose our inner child. That little girl or boy is still inside you. They don't get to call the shots anymore, but they should still be able to play and experience pure joy.

Goal- Remember to find enjoyment in your work and find fun in everything you do.


I definitely miss being a kid, i miss the days where i didn't have any responsibilities and basically could do anything i wanted. Now i have to have permission to do things, i have chores and school and real life stuff and responsibilities now that i'm 16. All the responsibility and independence does scare me a little bit but i can't really get away from it, even though there's a part of me that think's i'm very capable of doing so. For example, being thin and starving myself means in my head that i will soon be a baby again, at least physically. It's also fun to grow and finally taste independence which can be exciting but it's also scary for other people. I'm really excited about gaining independence but i'm also fearful about what that independence entails.